i couldn’t take it any longer…i had to update this “about page”…
when i restarted blogging, it was because of my destroyed relationship, when i got torched and thrown into the social chaos of singles and dating…however, it has turned into so much more than simple rants about my ex, i have found my new venting post, and maybe, just maybe, some people enjoy it. who knows.
so, whats the story?…ok, this is it..i’m 23, turning 24 in october this year…so that puts me in the “supposed to be a professional at this point in your life” category. however, my life has been very much like a roller coaster. i started off my college years going to a medical program that i started to hate quite early on. so, i burned a few years in that.
i was able to escape it though, and i took a turn to something unexpected, and challenging. i became a car salesman. well, that taught me quite a bit, really, it did. now it doesn’t have the glamor that other jobs may, but it does give you a set of skills that not everyone can say they have. i can read people like a book now, and use some jedi mind tricks as well.
anyways, after that, i really struggled to go back and finish my educational endeavors, because, school seemed so mundane. but, now, i’m trying to go back to st. louis, my hometown, and finish the last semester or two i have…
communications degree, what do i do with that? well, it doesn’t really matter, because yeah, i can sell, but what i want…is this, i want to start my own business, online and brick and mortar. there are a bunch of different ideas that i have, and i think i’ll be able to get one up and running while i finish school.
what else about me, what else?…hmm, ah, for the nice guys out there, i’m one of you…you know the type. now, i hope that my new relationship works out, i really do. i really enjoy the company and personality of this girl, but you never know, things tend to blow up on me…all i can do is try my best and see what happens.
*update 2* well, the latest relationship definitely blew up in my face…i didnt realize that i could mess it up by being too caring, and too nice…wow…that has to mean something else…maybe not good looking enough, not enough money, something…im reaching a point that being a good guy is bull, and switching to a jerk sounds like a fairly good option.
personal stuff…hmm…i’m pretty simple, and straightforward, you won’t find me lying unless it is for the individuals best interest, but i’m not much into that. you can always count on me for something in a clutch situation, but there is very little chance that i remember the little things…so..
i’m trying to work out a lot more, and eat right…no more bullshit in my system…i’m only a week into the structured deal, but i’m alright so far…
anything else that you want to know, please, feel free to attack my email: email@example.com
or, just comment on the posts/pages, i’ll get back to you if you leave an email…
so, the jerk attitude didn’t work and i ended up getting suckered into a relationship again. it’s really great though, she’s a quick as they come and fits the physical criteria (yup, i’m shallow)..she’s awesome.
i’ve snagged a job at country financial, and still playing once a month or so at a toyota dealership (keeps my discounts up which is nice)…finishing out school, and am under debate whether to pursue the insurance business, or try and go to emlyon in france for an MBA…i’m at an impass
life is pretty good